Remembrance V
There was one year where King, Senan, Kah Wai and Kean Leng were away in Australia. It was a quiet year even there were many happenings like a trip to Malacca and Genting where Elaine's father sponsor our Malacca trip. Hahhaa...free food, lodging and liquor ^_^ Throughout the trip, we play xBox and gambling. We have liquor to compliment those games hahaha....
I remember playing mahjong and chor ti where the loser have to down the liquor. I remember downing a few and straight went high. I couldn't walk straight and Wei Sern was like laughing at me. He accompany me down to have fresh air. It took me a long time to be saint back =.= Then it happen again in Genting where we mahjong the whole night and drink. The next morning we went to the theme park. I remember clearly that Elaine was about to shout my name loud if I chicken out on the Solaros shot and also the roller coaster. But she was smart to say out loud, "Are we still under alcohol influence?" She say the sign no drinking and announce that =.= but we manage to go on and nothing happen ^_^ hahaha....
That was one fun time. When King and the rest came back, the first party we had was at Kean Leng's place with alcohol. That was fun as Kean Leng and Jason both KO at the early stage and went to sleep. Then slowly followed by the others. In the end, me and Elaine got King drunk and we make fun of him ^_^ Elaine told him that he is drunk, and he answered that he isn't drunk in a drunkard manner ^_^ hahaha
Throughout that year, a lot happen. The sad one I had highlighted at the previous blog. That was when my so called best friend broke my trust the third and I never trust her ever till today. I limit our friendship to Hi and Bye. She would try to ask me on my life but I limit my answer to minimal. For she dig information about me and change the story. I never know how she twist it but the things I hear from others are unbearable to listen to. I think due to that, I always have excuses for what I do. I never let anyone know my main reason of my actions but go round the bush on it. Those that knows me well wouldn't question me much compare to others. But there is one person whom should know me well rather trust the one who add salt to situation than trusting what he knows about me.
Unfortuantely, this person is the person whom I love and it hurts badly. I have tried to make things work between us but too many obstacles. Obstacles that comes never ending till I do not know what to do now. He knows how I feel but he told me he can't let it go further due to some reasons. Reasons, my attitude for many people dislike me. I told him that in this world there are people who would like you and dislike you. So what is the big deal. Then he told me my this character that make things worst. This character of mine have gone from bad to worst. Little does he knows that there are many who dislike him but never tell him. So now, it is time to cool it and I'm looking elsewhere. I do not know how I feel but I know time is needed to see what the future would be like.
So for now, it is time for me to chill and have fun. Let things all fall to place on its own ^_^
There was one year where King, Senan, Kah Wai and Kean Leng were away in Australia. It was a quiet year even there were many happenings like a trip to Malacca and Genting where Elaine's father sponsor our Malacca trip. Hahhaa...free food, lodging and liquor ^_^ Throughout the trip, we play xBox and gambling. We have liquor to compliment those games hahaha....
I remember playing mahjong and chor ti where the loser have to down the liquor. I remember downing a few and straight went high. I couldn't walk straight and Wei Sern was like laughing at me. He accompany me down to have fresh air. It took me a long time to be saint back =.= Then it happen again in Genting where we mahjong the whole night and drink. The next morning we went to the theme park. I remember clearly that Elaine was about to shout my name loud if I chicken out on the Solaros shot and also the roller coaster. But she was smart to say out loud, "Are we still under alcohol influence?" She say the sign no drinking and announce that =.= but we manage to go on and nothing happen ^_^ hahaha....
That was one fun time. When King and the rest came back, the first party we had was at Kean Leng's place with alcohol. That was fun as Kean Leng and Jason both KO at the early stage and went to sleep. Then slowly followed by the others. In the end, me and Elaine got King drunk and we make fun of him ^_^ Elaine told him that he is drunk, and he answered that he isn't drunk in a drunkard manner ^_^ hahaha
Throughout that year, a lot happen. The sad one I had highlighted at the previous blog. That was when my so called best friend broke my trust the third and I never trust her ever till today. I limit our friendship to Hi and Bye. She would try to ask me on my life but I limit my answer to minimal. For she dig information about me and change the story. I never know how she twist it but the things I hear from others are unbearable to listen to. I think due to that, I always have excuses for what I do. I never let anyone know my main reason of my actions but go round the bush on it. Those that knows me well wouldn't question me much compare to others. But there is one person whom should know me well rather trust the one who add salt to situation than trusting what he knows about me.
Unfortuantely, this person is the person whom I love and it hurts badly. I have tried to make things work between us but too many obstacles. Obstacles that comes never ending till I do not know what to do now. He knows how I feel but he told me he can't let it go further due to some reasons. Reasons, my attitude for many people dislike me. I told him that in this world there are people who would like you and dislike you. So what is the big deal. Then he told me my this character that make things worst. This character of mine have gone from bad to worst. Little does he knows that there are many who dislike him but never tell him. So now, it is time to cool it and I'm looking elsewhere. I do not know how I feel but I know time is needed to see what the future would be like.
So for now, it is time for me to chill and have fun. Let things all fall to place on its own ^_^
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