Lucky 8 Ball

I just do not know how I break today when playing 8 ball with Tommy. I was breaking fine for all the rack till this particular rack. I was so happy with the breaking sound and the ball spread. Then I notice the 8 ball rowing down towards the right corner pocket. I kinda freak out. I was hoping it won't enter as Tommy would automatically win the game. I just watch hopelessly as the ball really row all the way into the pocket =.=

You should see how happy Tommy was that time =.= I lost due to entering the 8 ball on the break. How come I can't have the 9 ball pocketed when playing 9 ball so that I can be the winner =.= Damn!!!

A Pain that is Haunting Me

I hardly pour out anything personal here. But today, it is different. From all the post that are posted, you see a bright side of me. But deep inside, I'm not a very happy person as I have a personality clash. I try to be someone that people like, to be someone who is looked up upon and respected but I'm actually a no one.

Running from the truth is painful and hard. I have been running and hiding for the past 6 years. In these 6 years, I have gone through a lot of unhappy situation where I change from someone good to someone bad. My life and happiness only revolve around one person. In order to keep this person beside me, I took control of everything to ensure that person do not leave me. I kept making the same mistake but each time, I try harder to control more. In the end what do I have, a very horrible attitude and being a very sick person.

Little do people know that I'm suffering inside due to my own doings. It hurts most when people tell me that I would not change. I can't make any promises that I will change or can change. But all I know and keep telling myself is that I have to change. I have to bring back the real me. Along the process of it, I have to learn to love myself and see life in a different angle.

It isn't easy at all. Endless night crying. Endless battle with myself which mentally tired me off. But no one sees that other than myself. I'm trying to find back myself, but I do not know if I change or not. All my energy and focus is push to find back myself and to face back myself. The acceptance of myself is very important for me to find my way back. Along the way, it isn't easy as I face more hardship which put me to the test. All I can tell myself is to stay strong and focus on accepting myself. And I really pray hard that I can accept and love myself like how I did 8 years back.

Woon Shen's Sister's Pre-Wedding

Firstly have to congratulate Woon Shen's sister and secondly thanking Woon Shen for inviting me for his sister's pre-wedding function. Unfortunately, only me, Elaine and Charlson went that night as the others were not free. Surprisingly, this is the first time we didn't get lost finding our way to his house ^_^

When we arrive, the first thing I saw was the Fat Man's Lok Lok truck ^_^ Yummy. Once we went down, we greet the soon-to-be bride and Woon Shen and his family before attacking the Lok Lok truck. Oh man, it was good standing there eating lok lok before sitting down at the table. Once seated, Woon Shen then told us to help ourselves with the buffet style food. There was a lot of food and from a variety of style.

I remember Elaine eating the Tom Yam bee hoon non-stop. She loves it so much that I can't remember how many times she went and help herself to it even after she told us she is full =.= After a filling meal, Woon Shen then offer each one of us a can of beer. By that time, Wai Yee and another of Woon Shen's high school friend came. We then drank some beer and chat there. After finishing one can, I help myself to another can but then I realize that I'm a bit high already. When I finish my can of beer, it was about 11++pm and we excuse ourselves to go home.

After wishing congrats again to the bride and also to the family, we head back. But I didn't really head back. Charlson was nice enough to drop me in Midvalley to meet up with Tommy who was waiting for me there. In a drunk mode there, we stayed there a while before heading to Rack cafe to play pool =.= That is how I end my night ^_^

Arthur's Day

It was a last minute thing as we do not have the tickets to go for the event. It was the day before that I manage to get the tickets for the event but I have to meet the person there to collect the tickets.

Unfortunately, it was a bad experience in getting the tickets. After like waiting for an hour outside with Stephie while Tommy went in to find the person who is having the tickets, we finally got our tickets. It was packed in there and the performance has started. Lucky us, it was not Black Eye Peas. Somehow, do not ask me how come I go for these concerts. I.myself also do not have the answer to it. But I did enjoy myself also.

The crowd was energize when finally BEP came on stage. Everyone was restless waiting for them and have to endure some bad performances. It was a fun night out and I do not know when there would be this opportunity anymore.

The Gamer

This is a good movie. Tommy won four free tickets from Hitz.fm. I have to thank him on that. So Stephie, Edward and I went to 1 Utama to meet Tommy. After collecting the tickets, we head to Vietnamese Kitchen to have dinner. I ordered my usual and so did Tommy. Edward ordered something which was suppose to be spicy but he say it isn't. Stephie ordered a salad.

After dinner, we head off to the cinema to watch the movie. It was good. It does focus on the point where how do we draw the line between reality and virtual reality. I can say most of us are partially living in virtual reality as we chat online, do online buying and selling, online order, online banking, etc. These shows on those who are living in the real world and those who wants to live in virtual reality. In virtual reality, you are controlled by those who are using you as their character.

From what I understand from this movie, you can be anything or anyone you want to be in virtual reality. It can be complete opposite to who you truly are. But to what extend would a person be happy. It is like happiness for a short period or long term. When you are in virtual reality, it seems that all problems are hidden or can be avoided. At least I learn something from the movie. But I think I would have to write another post to explain on how this movie affect me and got me thinking.

Yakult Factory Visit

After so long, I finally agreed to go on a school field trip. It is also because I'm free of important assignments at that time. I got up early and reach campus early to meet with Dr Chai and Dr Wu who are in-charge of ENG1010 field trip to Yakult.

I had a good rest in the bus till we reach the factory in Seremban. I was surprise how warm a welcome we had from Yakult. Once we are inside, they took us to a briefing room where we were brief on the importance of drinking Yakult and the benefits of drinking it. That was when I tried my first bottle of Yakult complimentary from them and it taste good ^_^

After the tasting, we went on a tour in the factory to see how they make Yakult. It is interesting to see the process of each stages. I do apologize as I didn't snap any picture of the processes as was busy chit chatting with Dr Chai and Dr Wu on how much Yakult to buy back and who to distribute to and also the price differences when buying from them and also in the market ^_^ In the end, we bought some back and also took a group photo. I'm still waiting for Dr Wu to pass me the picture which was taken from his camera =.=

Anyway, do take Yakult as it is good. I'm now taking it and it helps my digestion system. You can ask Tommy too as he can drink 5 bottles in one go. They contain 1.5million probiotic each bottle to help set up a good immune system. So I can say, he has 7.5 million probiotic in his system and the worst case scenario would be him visiting the toilet non-stop to cleanse his digestive system =.= I'm not sure if that happen or not but you are all free to ask him ^_^

Crazy Taxi

I just do not know how crazy Tommy can be =.= He is good in all arcade game but lately he has been practicing his Crazy Taxi skills. This is the result of it.

He just scored first place with the higher score and with a lot of customer. I can't remember if this is the group or individual customers. But I know lately he has been playing group customers where he has to send a group of either 2 - 4 people to the destination respectively =.=

Locked out

It is funny when a friend/ colleague, Mark Ng told me that he would NEVER lock himself out again manage to do so a few times. What is best is I have reminded him not to lock himself out on his birthday. The next 2 days after, he continuously lock himself out =.= But his best buddy, Edwin whose office is beside him, also got influence by him. Edwin lock himself out once =.= I do wonder is work that stress till they can take the wrong thing out and thing it is their keys =.=

For Mark, I have nothing to say but at least this round I manage to snap a picture where his keys are on his desk behind the red cup holder and mineral bottle (using Manchester United Lanyard) ^_^

Sister's Graduation '09

This is a picture of the vegetable bouquet specially prepared for my friend who just got his PhD.

These are the pictures of the graduate of Monash University for Bachelor of Mechatronics Engineering, class of 2008.

These are some pictures taken of the gifts my sister receive.